Well today July 22nd 2004 exactly one year after my last BFP I got another one. I get another chance at this Mommy thing :) or atleast I sure hope so. This baby will never replace Stella, but I know that I have a hole in my heart that needs filling. I am cautiously due April 3rd 2005 which is exactly 1 month and 5 days before my son turns 3. I am so excited and so scared. I am praying to God that everything goes perfectly this time and we get a healthy baby girl or boy to bring home with us say 8 months from now. If you pray .. please pray for us and our little unborn baby. What a difference a few days can make!!! 2 days ago I was in the depths of dispair .. today I am on cloud 9.