Can someone please explain to me the workings

Can someone please explain to me the workings of mens' minds ??? Please? Pretty please with sugar on top? I've lived almost (shudder) 30 years on this planet. Grew up with a dad and a brother, dated lots of guys, been friends with even more, married a man (okay well there's some question on whether he really qualifies as a man .. he's got the parts .. but not the responsibilities), divorced the same in question man and dated a couple of other men besides. In all of my experiences with men, I have yet to figure out what makes their brains work and why they do some of the stupid shit they do.

This post is reguarding the ex-boyfriend of a month and a half or so. Things had been going along swimmingly for several months .. then all of a sudden he disappeared. So I wrote him an e-mail ending things. It took him a MONTH AND TEN DAYS to reply and apologize for not replying and his behavior in question.

Wanna know why he flaked? Cause my 4 year old son told him that he wanted him to marry me and be his new daddy. Yep .. my ex freaked out not because I wasn't a great girlfriend .. not because he was unhappy with me .. but because the thought of getting married and all of a sudden being a father of 2 scared the bejeezus out of him. Need I mention that my ex-boyfriend is 33 years old???

I wrote him a letter back exclaiming my surprise at the fact that he thought that just because my 4 year old was ready for us to get married that he thought I was. I flat out informed him that I just got divorced and I am totally not looking to run and rush right back into being married.

Wanna take bets on how long his reply will take to come back? The last e-mail took a month and 10 days .. so far it's been 5 days and counting. There's no telling how long it will take him to compose this answer.

Men... I swear ..

My new motto is, "Men are liking Parking Spaces, all the good ones are gone and the rest are handicapped."

Man it's been a busy week

I've had several tests, Valentine's Day, a job fair, and all other kinds of chaos going on this week. I'm just plain worn out. I was so tired last night I even skipped American Idol and got in bed at 7:45 to read a book and was asleep before 8:30 .. ofcourse then I got a text message at 11:45 and was up till 12:30 .. but then went back to sleep .. and slept till 6:30. I so so so so wish I could have one of those pre-kids weekends where ya do nothing but spend all weekend in bed sleeping or reading. I'm just give out these days. I love my kids .. but being the sole caregiver 365 days a year is tiring. It's times like this I wish my ex-husband wasn't such an unstable person so that maybe the kids could spend a few days visiting with him and let mama have a break. That will not happen though because he's not trust worthy to have the kids. Aw well I guess I will get to sleep when they are both in college!!!

Thank God it's Friday!!!

Man it's been a long hard week. I am so glad it's finally Friday.

But I really need to talk about Thursday night's TV viewing .. which so happens to be my favorite night of the week to watch TV.

First there's Ugly Betty, then Grey's Anatomy, and followed by Men in Trees. Normally I love these shows with all my heart. I still love them .. but jeez last nights shows ended up on a rough note.

First Betty finally kicks her bf Walter to the curb (YEAH Betty) so that she can be with Henry .. and then she finds out Henry has taken back his ex-gf from home (Boooo Henry!).

Then OMG .. what in the world's going on with Grey's Anatomy .. what's with the creepy kid that let Meredith go over the dock into the water without telling anyone??? That kid just creeped me out. Any second I expected her to start spouting "I see dead people." Ofcourse rationally I know they aren't going to kill off Meredith because Duh! the show is Grey's Anatomy and if they killed off Meredith then they'd have to change the name of the whole show. I can't see that happening. But seriously .. leaving all us viewers hanging like that .. cruel!!! But I gotta address the Alex Korev issue .. they are totally redeeming him and making him sexy as all get out .. not because of his looks but his charecter is really starting to shine. hehe .. but his looks ain't bad either.. yum.

As for Men in Trees .. love the show .. but man I was feeling so bad for Merrin last night .. okay .. what ex girlfriend is going to buy a 900$ baby pram for the baby shower of the girl who got her man back? I have been in this situation. I dated a guy that went back to the girl he had been with before me .. married her and had a baby with her .. let me just tell you .. I didn't send her a thing for her baby shower .. not even a note. Sure as heck not a 900$ baby pram .. although it was a really kicking baby pram. The saving grace from last nights shows had to be the cute gay guy romance .. haha .. I love gay guys what can I say .. it was too funny. Oh and the other saving had to be the new guy. I don't remember his name .. I was too busy drooling. OMG .. he is so fine .. kind of reminds of the whole Jared Leto from My so Called life back in the day when he was hot (he hasn't aged well if you ask me). I can't wait to see more of him (lol I hear he's gonna be naked alot in the show .. be still my beating heart).

Please somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery

OMG .. I feel like death warmed over. Chip was sick and he gave it to me. Now I feel awful but because I've missed so many days because of him being sick, I have to be in school because I can't afford to miss anymore days. I feel so bad. I just want to go home and curl into a ball and sleep for about a week. No such luck.

The only good news of the day .. I made a 96 on my keyboarding test that was on Chapters 1-25 .. woohoo!!! Go me.